Rumbling tummy.

Happy birthday dearest poddy! It's one years old :D and still going strong. LOL, maybe it's time to get a new poddy too. X: Well, it has been with me all this while especially when I'm sad. Thanks podddddy :D Okay, why am I even talking to my ipod. Damn. Must be stress relieving. HAHA. YES. FINALLY, I can say is. RETAIL AD & PROMO IS DOWN!!!! WOOHOO! :D So everyone's taking a short break before the very last project! CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIP MGT, we're COMINGGGGG. Gross. Okay.

My handphone has gone boooonkers like me. The camera is spoilt! ): Time to sent for servicing, hope they don't screw my phone up. Hmm, don't know when will I be going though. It has barely reach the 3rd month and it fucking screwed up. Stupid phone. Seriously take my advice everyone and stop being as stubborn like me, DON'T BUY W910i!!!! Damn. REGRETS. My pod is so much better than my cell. Hmm.

I'm talking so much of rubbish. Anyway, I came home with NO dinner. So now, I'm practically starving mad. Fooooooooooood please? ): Okieeeee. I'm going to lousy Simei to service my phone 'cause I'm tooooo lazy to go down town. Please don't eat my phone up. ): And thanks bf for accompanying me though I feel like so cui and don't feel like heading outdoors but stay home to nuaaaaaa. Hahaha. For the sake of bf and hp! (: Something made me very happy. Guess what? The spree host has sent out our threadless way earlier than last friday!!! :D And I GOT THE SHIRTS I WANT :D So did the rest of my girls :D HUURAYS! Should be coming in during late Feb. Can't wait! I HAVE MANY CLOTHES FOR THE CNY (: But I might not be going visiting again this year. My grandparents are all dead. LOL. Maybe drop down to my Uncle's. Nice pineapple tarts he madeee :D Okie. I shall go food shopping for my family, friends and relatives before CNY(: Share this festive joy around :D

I don't know why. But I feel extremely H A P P Y lately. Especially today! Must be 'caused we finished all the work and were screaming and yelling and touching and smothering each other while doing headers and footers and content pages and aligning and screaming at each other again! :DD Byebye momo days. (Bubbly kid hopping around the campus - ME!)

I LOVE MY ANP GROUP SOMEHOW TOOOO! :D

HAPPYGOLUCKYKID ((((((:

there's nobody singing to me.

The walls of my home feels so foreign now. They white-washed it. So, bye warm walls. Hmmm. I missed the dirty warm walls. Makes everything seem so homely. Now I feel so intimidated by these 4, no or more white walls. They're so BLANK and EMPTY. Hope they quickly coat on the mellow yellow paint 'cause I can't stand the emptiness. I can't wait for my gray walls(: Speaking of paint, my house looks more like a warzone now. And it reeks of paint, duh.

I went for a stroll after I got down the bus, again. I walked down the empty street, and underneath orange street lights glimmering through the canopy of the rustling leaves. I lay on the sit-up benches, and looked at sky. It was so clear today, and just decided to sit around and star-gazed though there's not a lot of stars to see. Runaway world, that's my favourite place to be. Drowning in heavy drumbeats and strummings, and there's people singing to me.. Hmmhmmhmm.

Actually I feel very happy today(: I feel more than contented, despite the fact I was frustrated over some stuff at 1st Avenue during assessment today. Whatever lar huh, bygones be by gones. I enjoyed tending the Mama Shop. Looks like everyone enjoyed 'Ticum Ticum' huh? Lol. Damn funny whenever anyone picked the 'Thank You. Please try again' paper. LOL. Then they get so bahhhbahhhblahhh and then they pay more to try get something. Lol, and when they won a packet of sweets finally, they just go DIAO. They're facial expression, PRICELESS. LOL. Sales was not bad too, but I hate the fact that I still have to do float count and the other non-cashering/pos stuff when we already installed a pos system in 1st Avenue?! ZZZ. What the heck huh? LOL. Hmm. I hate to brag, lol, but I got praised by hoho for being so enthusiastic. HHAHA. (: And that T01 was really supportive and encouraging throughout the whole assessment today. hoho loves T01(: Hurrays! I saw Roche after class today too. LOL he came by and chatted with jacq and I. And guessed what I swear he made me the happiest girl today please. LOL, he said I have lost weight!!! LOL YAY. ROCHE IS LOVE HAHA. Ran from LT for Bguides to Bandroom for dinner and rehersal. LOL. Damn freaking hungry and that was the practically the first meal for the day! BOY! the food was good, maybe 'cause I was too hungry. Hmmm thanks darling Seehua for reserving dinner for the hungry girl. LOL (:

Rehersal yadah, and went for desserts opposite school with Qinghui and Seehua. We spilled our hearts out at emo playground. Hmm, that place is filled with my sorrows, pain and joy. My band memories lies within this plains. Next semester might be a different story, 'cause most of them are graduating from poly. Hmm)): Will I still even be in band..? Who knows. Good night, finished being happy. I'm going to drown in pain.

I'm a creep, I'm a loser.
Can't you see I can't feign it anymore.
I'm already losing my all.
Every single truth I hold still hurts.
Who ever told you the hurt you sold can never be supressed.
I'm only human, and I still do HURT.
Only etched with marks..
I FEEL. I feel the pain..
You know what, only you can stop me now.
But now, how.

I admit, I'm such a imbecile for loving you, do you even know that.
I bet you knew.
God knows why I'm still hanging on.
Almost TWO years, never did I once try to just move along.
Every time I just spent my time here crying my heart out to you.
Is this even worth, when you don't even care.
Call me stpid.
Call me dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.
A dumbfuck.
I'm am such an imbecile really.
I'm just waiting for naught.

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
You coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what i've gotta face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

It will soon be over, right silly? : )

Stay close, don't go.

I'm starring at the glass
In front of me
Is it half empty
If I ruined all
You've given me
I know I've been selfish
I know I've been foolish
But look through that
And you will see
That I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Sometimes I stare at you
While you are sleeping
I listen to your breathing
Amazed how I somehow
Managed to
Sweep you off of your feet girl
Your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted
What you do
But I'll do better
I know, baby
I can do better

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight

Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling
That everything’s alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone

If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight
Don't leave me tonight

((: The best Second Seranade song.
Stay close, don't go.

Tmr's the last paper, merry people! I can feel everyone starting to party alr! Lol. All I wna do now is stay home and tuck myself under the warmth of my blankie. But too bad, I need to copy notes and meet Kannan later. I wna stay home lar. ): Nvm. Eerik's POP is today!(: Congrats! Sorry I didn't go down today, Mum kinda forbidded luh. Still ill and needa chiong my last paper. Hmmm. Another good news! Jayjay's comissioning on the 15th! Yipeee. The whole family will go down to support you and kiss your head! HAHA. Awww. Our men of the house. Mummy and sister's pride. ((: Kay, the song is repeating non-stop on my itunes. Thanks Feli for the song reminder. Hahaha, yeah the song title is ringing in the background, I didn't notice it! Thanks for the info love(: Don't leave me tonight.. : D Kay, back to copying my notes! REJOICING ALREADY!!!!

But I'll do better. I know, baby I can do better.
Someone, wholehearted-ly.

Hear you me, my friend.

I LOVE THE WEEKENDS! WOOOOO!! Thanks to all who made it so wonderful.

Friday morning was a waste seriously. Lol. I spent some time in 1st Avenue doing up the windows display. But I gave up, real sorry people, 'cause I was so damn bored. Not everyone was there, in fact I was so damn frustrated over having to go back to school to do it. And it wasn't like my job but my bad, 'cause everyone had to be there. EVERYONE. But they all died on Hai. Lol. I painted a few signages and decided to procastinate. My all-time fav. thing to do. Woops. Off with Jacq. Went to catch the fireworks display. But only Seehua, Eric and Qizheng turned up 'cause everyone else thought it was on Sat. But sorry to say guys, the display on Friday was thousand times better than Sat night's. LOL. Orneh joined us for dinner at MS. And.. we ended up taking the lift twice at Pan Pacific. UP DOWN UP DOWN. Eric: "Hey, you know what. There's actually a camera watching us." All: "............................. HAHA." Hahah, so much for pressing the button to avoid the guards or anyone who could chase us away, they're actually watching us on CCTV. x_x We met Webby on the streets too! (: He heard me screaming while Olivia and me were going to get killed on the roads. LOL. After everything, we took a cab home.
FIREWORKS THAT WERE PRETTIER THAN NDP'S:

Pretty? Pretty? This are my best shots for the day. I tried my best to take 'em. They went off too fast. And my camera was too slow. x:

Dinner at MS/Pan Pacific:

My companions on a Friday night.
Saturday morning was with TWIN LOVE. We went to the gym to burn some calories. And a long lunch break with her(: Night. The drive to catch the fireworks display was overwhelming. So we meet everyone else to catch it. Seehua, Olivia, ZheXing, Raz, Qinghui, Desmond, Eric, Qizheng, Judith and Jerome were there(: Hmm, I was hoping for a better display. Turned out, it was just alright. A lil' disappointed but it was still worth watching with all the band people. I didn't really take much pictures, but some short videos. Was trying to take pictures but it seemed harder that night. Maybe their display was much smaller but overall, the patterns displayed were pretty good. There wasn't much winds too. So we ended up watching more smoke than ever. Sigh. NVM. We met Randy after the fireworks display and had dinner at MS again(: And catched the last train home. It was crazy. Trust me.. Chasing the last train from Douby Ghaut St. NSL to NEL ain't no fun at all. Jerome actually say I can run so fast. LOL! I think it's the first time? Haha. Anyway, thank God Jerome stays along the NEL, if not I'll be going home alone. LOL. Did I tell you guys? I actually fell down at MS. ): TAK GLAM x2140982398572141. BAHHHS. I was soooo damn embarrased. Thanks to my lousy, worn and torn polka-dot GAP slippers. HAHA. Waters' the ultimate nightmare to soleless slippers. Those passer-bys who saw me fall, I hope I'll never see you in my life again. LOL.
Saturday night fever.

Dearest.
Instead of going home, I promised Kannan, MinXing and Deaaan to study at Changi Airport. OBVIOUSLY, I didn't make it. BUT, they came allll the way back to my area. YAY. Aren't they the SWEETEST. Lol. Ended ourselves at Rivervale Plaza Macs. And OBVIOUSLY, I was too damn tired to study. I read only 8 slides of chap.7 of visual merch. Well.. least I studied, not like the other 2 guys who were busy sleeping and entertaining us with his card tricks. Boy, was I amused. LOL. Really couldn't tahan any longer so we went home. 7am and I finally got my bed. HAaAAAaaAaA~~~ Oh and I almost forgot, Happy Belated Birthday, Deandean((: Hope you liked the applecrumble and boxers! (:
TONNING SESSION:

My exams-studying-buddies.
Just now, went sorta like pubbing with the old school girl-buddies, Kels and SiJin. Went to this pub/cafe at Holland V. called Wala Wala. We watched two bands performed and they're great(: The guitarists were awesome and the vocalists sang with so much passion. I enjoyed watching and listening them. True enough, music brings people together, don't you agree? I had new friends, Syahmi and Matthew, introduced by Kels. Syahmi plays great piano, he needs no scores and Matthew's voice, he could simply melt your heart. Right Kel? HAHA b: I think he already melted all of her heart. LOL. Where's your heart, sweetheart?! Lol. Thanks for the night Kels. SJ and me ended up having SUPPER! Gosh we were starving. So we ate like gluttons at XingWang's. YAY! WAS SO HAPPPPYYYY(((: Thank God Mum and Dad picked us up. Lol. I'm so damn longwinded today.. Sigh. I'm starting to miss everyone. SIGH.
My sunday nightout/SUPPER!

Best Sunday ever(:
That's all. Time check: 4.53AM. W.O.A.H!! DIE. I'm soooo damn tired now. Prolly disturbing Orneh in school at 2pm later. LOL. Watch out! Movie and dinner tonight!! YAY. I love them a lot((: GOOD NIGHT.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time,
A song for a heart so big,
God wouldn't let it live..